Well I was on the phone with Tuftor when i decided to check on my sister..I was knocking the door for ages and Gee said 'just go in' i replied..'She will kill me for just going in' he then replied'She'll kill you even more if you keep knocking' we laughed and giggled and i went in..I remember screaming down the phone and cutting gee off. I sat here holding here crying...But it wasn't enough.....The paramedics told me she was long gone...I had lost my sister...She had succeed in killing her self..And now i feel alone.I cant stop crying. She went thinking none of us really loved her....How wrong cud she be....! Im going to leave dA...my life has just become a black hole with no direction...